About the Webmaster

Pictured above is me IRL with one of my multiple fictional husbands. Click to see more!

Name: Raziel (or Razzy, if we're friends), or Ren (again, if we're friends)
Age: 22 years old. I can't believe it either!
Gender: Demigirl (she/her or they/them)
Species: Biomechanical sparkledragon (but wait, there's more!)
Sexuality: Bisexual grayromantic
Location: The 7th moon of Jupiter
Zodiac: Capricorn, Year of the Snake
Furry code: (What's this?)
FDDcp3/6a A++? C-- D H+ M- P++++ R++ T+++ W Z- Sf# RL- a cw+++ d-- e** f++ h-- iwf++ j--- p+ sf#

What's an expectation nemesis, you may be wondering? To put it simply, an expectation nemesis is someone who refuses to conform to society's (or really, anybody's) hypocritical expectations. They are considered a rule breaker by those who strive to bring them down, and a freethinker by those who share their beliefs. Expectation nemesis is also a reference to a Blue Stahli song, one of his most popular -- Anti-You. While I'm not crazy about Bret himself, I do love that song. I even made a silly graphic inspired by it.

Anyway... Hai, I'm Raziel Scardonia!!!
Or am I?I also go by Amber Ren, Lawrence, Raven, Anakin, Hal, Wheats, Venus, Lullaby, Snowball, Fluffy, Nitro, Mono, Angel, Jekyll, and more! However, please only refer to me by any of those if you actually *knew me* back then.
I'm a hobbyist digital artist, and have been drawing since the early 2010s. Queer and proud since I was... like... 13? I like to draw furries and pretty boys. I'm what we in the trade call a 'huge nerd idiot'. Physically I'm here in the modern age, but mentally I'm chillin' out in 2011. My interests primarily revolve around internet nostalgia, web archival, and rainbow animals. My brain is, like, elsewhere, d00d. I was born in a wet cardboard box all alone. I've been in the Pillow Room for two and a half hours. Am a certified emotional punching bag. Misanthropic to my core. O_o Pretty sassy... if you even care.

I've been using computers since I was, like, really young. My earliest MS Paint drawings I can find come from when I was 8 years old. Everything I knew came from my nerd of an uncle who's a total command line freak. I remember spending hours with him, exploring the wonders of DOS and Windows 3.1. We played a lot of Battlezone, and other junk from Microsoft Arcade. Unfortunately, he's also a massive dickhead. Whatever. Anyway! Back when I still attended public school, I also had the chance to mess around with Macs, too! I couldn't tell you what version they were, given that I was a child, and I'm not really an Apple fan, but I thought they were neat. I mostly just goofed off, playing Tux Racer. Which is pretty funny, considering where Tux originates from...

You can often find me here in front of my desk on my PC, double-clickin' on my mizouse. More often than not, I can be seen drawing a number of ungodly things while listening to tuneage via Winamp. Silly me, I get most of my tunes via MP3s despite having a wide collection of CDs to listen to... what can I say? I'm lazy, and don't like the idea of dismanteling my shelf just to find one (1) Celldweller disc.

I have two pets! They're both black cats, and they're both incredibly stupid. I love them dearly.

And now for something completely serious: If you think "pedophilia and incest are horrible, fictional or not" is a controversial statement or disagree with it in any way, I implore you to please seek mental help. I am a CSA survivor, and I don't want that kind of energy invading my happy place. :P

Oh, and something less important, but still worth bringing up: I'm also very vocal about my hatred of alcoholics and narcissists. So if that bothers you, you know where that big red X button is. Also, die mad about it.

Aaaand finally, I'm not a political person. There's some liberal concepts I support, but there's conservative concepts I support too. I'm not keen on radical-anything. I don't want to hear whatever batshit crazy argument you may have. Plz... go outside and take a walk or something. Kthnxbaiiiiii

What Type of '-dere' Are You?

you are cornflowerblue

Your dominant hues are cyan and blue. You like people and enjoy making friends. You're conservative and like to make sure things make sense before you step into them, especially in relationships. You are curious but respected for your opinions by people who you sometimes wouldn't even suspect.

Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the spacefem.com html color quiz

Your rainbow is strongly shaded gray.


What is says about you: You are an elegant person. You appreciate tradition and wisdom that comes with age. You depend on modern technology and may feel uncomfortable without it.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

What Kind Of Pony Are You?

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